Well, I must inform you that I didn’t manage to be accepted into GSP, but it’s their loss, huh? On the flip side, Randy has taken a week off of his job so he rest a little. And again, on the second thought, I cant imagine life as being so peaceful when prom is progressing at a rapid rate (as in next weekend…), AP exams are just around the corner (it becomes noticeable when teachers begin cramming in 3 chapters a day) and so are report cards. I would just like it all to be over with so I can have some time to think in the summer (since I will be blessed with so much time as a result of, I repeat, not being accepted into GSP; buzz kill).
Even with these various responsibilities thrown upon my back at this crucial time, I cannot even express how relaxing it is to know that everyday after school I am free to do whatever I want. Scratch that, everyday after school I am free to study whatever I want. Though it’s not quite my forte and there are numerous other, personal things which appeal to me, it’s such a relief that I won’t have to stay up until 2 or 3 in the morning to get things finished.
And, not to say that I’m not disappointed, depressed and very upset, but I am also almost grateful that I don’t have to spend my time away from school inside a school at GSP. Don’t get me wrong, I would do nasty, illegal things to be enrolled, but it offered to time for me to enjoy my years as a teenager. What I will invest all of my time to, the Lord only knows, but I imagine I will find it put into something which will yield temporary happiness. Heck, if I’m lucky enough I might even forget about all of the scholarship money I’m losing!
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